OH MY GOD! I forgot my xanga password...  but this is not the point of posting this entry. I am here to ask everyone pray for my good friend kim and her dad.

Kim's dad was in Ohio on friday, travelling for work, and he suffered a heart attack. No one administered CPR and it took 10 minute for paramedic to arrive and his brain was without oxygen for 8-10 minutes. Kim and her family flow out to the hospital in Ohio on Satursday, her dad is curently at a coma level of 2 (1 is no response and 8 is the highest, functional level), Doctors are not optimistic, and today after the EEG, they will make the decision on whether to take her dad off life support....

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HAHA kidding

Ahhhhh ... i c its already the month of May...

(clear my throat) so hows everybody doing?

Let me know how you are doing by leaving me a comment hows that sound?

Im busy doing my clinicals and thats it. I love what i do but i wish i have a little bit more experiences thats all. But other than that..im about the same. =P

Happiness

All in my mind right now is to rush back to the city and finish up all the dishes before my other cousins have a chance to!!

All i dream about right now is to go home and ask my parents for a hug (they dont hug people)!!! All i want to do tonight is to think about the ones that have offered me tremendous love and the ones who have took their times to make me a tougher person

Look at the time strain, i dunno if i have enough time to finish writing this. But anyway, I've been hiding my feelings to myself most of the time and probably few of you have heard about what had happened to me and my family during the past year. Well, it was a rough year for me. This is the year that i lost the mos precious person on the earth. and this is the first year that im going to celebrate this special chinese holiday without her. Several months after her death, I still found myself crying at night sometimes. I will never get over this pain, and i will always be thinking of her and eventually reunite with her at the gate of heaven. I dont think that crying means i am weak. I just dont afraid of loving and missing a person. It is okie to cry! it is okie to cry!!! But i am a very lucky person after all because at least she had had waited for me, and she had died right inside my arms literally ..watching her breathe going from strong, to weak, to shallow, and eventually disappeared in the air.. she had fought so hard for her right to live.. but things aint happening as she wished because everything was just wrong, the wrong place, the wrong medical care, the wrong people to be around with. me and her kept a secret promise together and that comforts me and gives me a hope to live. I know she is in a much better place now and i feel good because that means she will no longer have pain. Watching her in pain is the worst feeling in the world.. I will live well, I will remember her last words and do the right thing. And i will make my mum a very happy mum.

Last, I just wanted to thank god for everything. you are amazing.

OKie.

MEOW! hungry kitten VIViAN wish everybody a great great brand new year!

nasty weather on valentine's day!

I dunno why i decided to take some photos today in such nasty weather. my boots and socks got wet. my coat was covered by thin ice. wow.  and the worse thing is: by the time i got to the class, theres no one there becos it was cancelled. friend tried to call me earlier and let me know, i saw the voice mail before stepping outside but didnt listen to it right away until the moment i got into the class. I asked my boyfriend:" why am i so silly?" He said:" because you are too smart." haha. he is such a cheeseball.

happy v-day to everybody!

Happy Holiday ^.^

HAVE A WONDERFUL XMAS BREAK FOLKS! I FINALLY FINISHED ALL MY WORKS FOR THIS YEAR AND NOW CAN RELAX!!!! TAKE A GOOD DUMP TAKE A GOOD LONG SHOWER AND JUST GO TO SLEEP. SORRY FOR THE LANGUAGE BUT I AM SUPA HAPPY! YAAH! DONT DO ANYTHING CRAZY DURING THE BREAK, SEE YOU ALL NEXT YEAR!!